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As many of you know, I'm an art major. When I first started at my school, I thought you took whatever art classes and then you get your degree (I was 18 and had no clue how college worked). As time moved on, I discovered my school taught electronic art. I thought it was a sign and decided to have that be my focus for my major, but found their classes at odd times and only offered certain semesters. But, as I talked to my friends who majored in it, they said it wasn't what I thought. It was confirmed with a teacher as well that what I wanted to learn was not offered at our school (which honestly is a shame on them because the electronic art field is growing and in high demand). It was a tough choice to make, but after careful consideration I decided to have my focus be on drawing and painting. Most of the classes are offered every semester, so it works out nicely for me.
I did this for a few reasons. One of the most important is that I will be turning 26 in three years. You are probably thinking why am I freaking out about that. See, 26 is when I get kicked off my parent's insurance. I have to take certain medications, have to have my eyes checked (crossing my fingers my eyes will finally stabilize and I can get laser eye surgery), and I need to have dentist check-ups for my TMJ and face the possibility of my top wisdom teeth needing to be removed (I only got the bottoms removed). All those things I will lose when I'm 26. I get pretty bad anxiety thinking about it and I can't imagine the stress of finding out something is wrong with me and then I suddenly don't have the insurance to help me out. The answer to fixing that is getting a full-time job with benefits. Another reasons is that I've come to realize, my school doesn't really have a good art program. While I have no regrets to going there, the art department is outdated and has gotten rid of a lot of fundamental classes that should be required (color theory, design fundamental). I can go on, but those two are the most important reason.
In other news for school, I have senior status. I can't believe it. It feels like its too good to be true. That means I get first pick of the classes and am getting close to graduating! I had an appointment with my art professor and academic advisor and altogether I have ten more classes to complete. Two are for my GE and the rest are for my art major. If I really wanted too, I could be out of school in a year, but that is basically saying I'm going to quit my job, social life, and live on campus. So, I really could be out of there in a year and a half if I put my mind to it. I get to pick classes next week and am thrilled to know I can knock four of them out. Things are really looking up for me. I can't wait to see what the future brings. Though I might have to take Saturday classes (sob).
Well, that's all for me. Back to writing my essay.
I did this for a few reasons. One of the most important is that I will be turning 26 in three years. You are probably thinking why am I freaking out about that. See, 26 is when I get kicked off my parent's insurance. I have to take certain medications, have to have my eyes checked (crossing my fingers my eyes will finally stabilize and I can get laser eye surgery), and I need to have dentist check-ups for my TMJ and face the possibility of my top wisdom teeth needing to be removed (I only got the bottoms removed). All those things I will lose when I'm 26. I get pretty bad anxiety thinking about it and I can't imagine the stress of finding out something is wrong with me and then I suddenly don't have the insurance to help me out. The answer to fixing that is getting a full-time job with benefits. Another reasons is that I've come to realize, my school doesn't really have a good art program. While I have no regrets to going there, the art department is outdated and has gotten rid of a lot of fundamental classes that should be required (color theory, design fundamental). I can go on, but those two are the most important reason.
In other news for school, I have senior status. I can't believe it. It feels like its too good to be true. That means I get first pick of the classes and am getting close to graduating! I had an appointment with my art professor and academic advisor and altogether I have ten more classes to complete. Two are for my GE and the rest are for my art major. If I really wanted too, I could be out of school in a year, but that is basically saying I'm going to quit my job, social life, and live on campus. So, I really could be out of there in a year and a half if I put my mind to it. I get to pick classes next week and am thrilled to know I can knock four of them out. Things are really looking up for me. I can't wait to see what the future brings. Though I might have to take Saturday classes (sob).
Well, that's all for me. Back to writing my essay.
It's too hot where I live...
No seriously, I'd rather deal with being cold than hot. At least I can wear sweaters and drink scolding hot tea to keep me warm. I plan on posting some old/new artwork soon. I've finally started to draw a little more after my long art slump. I'm still kind of dealing with some depression that began to flair up and have recently been diagnosed with anxiety (mostly affects my sleeping habits and at work, with the fear of being fired), but I'm hanging in there. Some more positive news is that I have officially listened to over 50 audiobooks this year. Some of my favorites include Spin the Dawn by Elizabeth Lim (loved it so much, I bought my own copy). Like a Love Story by Abdi Nazemian (this is the one book that almost made me cry at work, which takes a lot). Alex, Approximately by Jenn Bennett (god, you have no idea how much I love characters who banter at one another. I can listen to character banter and not get bored). The Dread Nation series by Justina Ireland A River of
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Not gonna lie... I like the old DA format. Maybe I'm just an old lady when it comes to it, but the old site was way more user friendly. I understand that they wanted to give DA a face lift but... I like saying what I was listening to and such. And I loved how easy it was to organize your galleries and favorites. I'm not going to give up on DA. I've been here for many years now and I'm still attached to this site more than tumblr and twitter is a mess of its own. Anyway, hope things are going well even this virus has really changed everything in our lives. I'm lucky that I'm considered essential in my department (but unlucky because I have to get up at 4:40 am, when I really want to be lazy and sleep in till 10 am). My mom wasn't so lucky because she was a contract employee. I'm hoping they do bring her back for something when things cool down. Right now in my city, we have a few restaurants won't be opening back up. A Nordstrom will be closing, which I'm more sad about
New Chapter
Well, I got some awesome news.
I got a new job! It will be starting in two weeks. I'll be working for a Healthcare company for the administration department. Lots of Excel and ten key stuff. I'll be getting full benefits and was promised that I will be trained fully for this position. My new boss told me she's hired people who's had less experience in the past than I have and she only hires based off of people who want to learn and succeed. I think I'll always be nervous when it comes to starting a new job, since I feel like I need to brace for a job that is just going to let me go, but I have a lot of faith that this one will work out
It's that time of year...
Where I update you on life.
Honestly, its been pretty boring as of now. Just doing Inktober and going to work. October 28th is the last day at my job since it was only a seasonal job. I already had a lot of my hours cut in half this month since they needed me on certain days. But the good news is while they hope I get permanent full time, I am welcomed back next year if I don't get a new job. I truly will miss that place. After all the crap that happened at the law firm, it was just a wonderful job to gain experience and gain references. The pay was pretty sweet too. But, because I am a paranoid chick, I asked to return to my previou
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